I'll try to give the reader digest version of things:
I was living in Phoenix, AZ when I had a neighbor (we'll call him Joe) became unhinged a went of the rails.
The police had 91 calls (before this night) on Joe, in less than 6 months for odd behavior and violent actions against neighbors and his own family.
Joe had threatened family and neighbors with knives and guns on several occasions.
I had caught him in my trees and on my property several times over the few weeks prior to this event.
Family members had said he was making bombs, and quite a few times throughout the year before there was unexplained, late night explosions, in the neighborhood.
I had a talked to the police over the year and had made quite a few calls on the explosions and Joe myself.
This night I got a call from one of the single female neighbors that I helped with things all the time, that Joe had threatened her the night before and asked if I would keep an eye out as she thought he was going to do it again.
About 9:00 I was sitting in my front yard and watched him run across the street to the neighbor's house, and did it over and over again every few minutes.
I called a friend that lived just the other side of the female neighbor and had him meet me in his driveway (for backup), I walked around the long block as to not walk in front of joe's house.
Now at my friends driveway with him we watched Joe walk out again and started across the street, we high tailed it up to him and asked him what he was doing and told him he needed to quit harassing the other neighbors, he said yes sir and ran back into his house, really odd behaviour from him as he was normally a arguer.
Now standing on the sidewalk we noticed the neighbor ladies trash can was in an odd place and a bunch of wires and stuff sticking out, almost opened it but didn't, but knew it was too odd, also we notice the real heavy smell of ammonia (known bomb making material), I started to look around and at the side of the her garage was three 5 gallon water bottles with a box and a rag over top of them, light bulb went off and realized what it was and turned to run, he burst out his front door waving a gun and yelling how he was blow us away we hit the ground hiding behind cars he turned to go back in and we both ran separate directions just to get away from him.
I hit the house running and grabbed my AR and called the police, a lieutenant that I knew and knew all about joe and the situation, was luckily in the area and came right over, he pulled up and I told him a quick synopsis of situation, he called for backup, minutes later two rookies pulled up and said they would go have a look, the lieutenant and I told both of them not to do it and wait for backup, they both said not to worry they could handle this themselves, they walked down the street, then they seen the trash can as they were about three houses away and Joe threw open the garage door and started yelling and screaming that he was going to kill everyone, two rookies came running back!
The lieutenant order them to go around the block and block off the road on the other side, which they finally listened and did.
The next 10 hours was a rush and overwhelming amount of 100's of cops, Bomb Squad and Swat team, neighbors being hurried out of there homes,
in the early morning hours they finally overtook him and subdued him and took him into custody.
I made one fatal mistake during all of this event, I listened to and watched every move and every detail of what was going on, and it was more stress then I could take, It wasn't the first time I'd had a gun pulled on me and wasn't the first time someone tried to kill me (Thanks DAD), but it was the first for (bomb squads exact words) a bomb big enough to level several city blocks, lucky for all involved, I interrupted him and he hadn't finished setting it all up.
Out of this fun experience I got years of Psychological treatment, a PTSD diagnosis, a prescription for a service animal, (my service animals have always been wolves or wolf dogs, they just work really well for me), a divorce because I was "crazy" ( that one was a positive side effect), more blackouts and lost hours or days than I can count, and a lifetime of looking over my shoulder and worrying about who or what was coming after me and trying to kill me.
I spent the next three years in court testifying to what happened and worked to get Joe locked up, sadly they only gave him 5 years due to him being off his medication (Complete BS)
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I did get a lifetime restraining order, but that didn't, and doesn't really help my frame of mind much, this guy was nuts and wanted to kill me.
When I see or hear a person that looks or sound like him I lose it!!!
During my divorce I meet a wonderful lady, now wife, and if you meet her you would say the same thing.
She's helped me tremendously in dealing with all the issues, and there was a bunch, like this one,
"hey love to date you, but I've gotta have a wolf with me all the time and I really hope he likes you and you like him too"
We decided rather quickly that we would be a lot better off around a lot less people, TADA North Idaho, here because we had a house to stay in and it was remote only three neighbors, (parents retirement home which they weren't going to use for a few more years).
We have since moved to our own place and gotten a few more protectors, 10 to be exact!
Yes I have guns, and they are good for protection, but it's really hard for someone to be quicker and or stealthier than my wolves and wolfdogs!
I'm a lot better off now than I was, just writing this is very stressful, but also therapeutic another way, PTSD never goes away, but with the right treatment it can be manageable!
I have huge compassion for vets or anyone with PTSD it is definitely a real hidden injury!
So yes I hide in North Idaho to try and avoid as many people as I can and I have a lot more control over my surroundings, I have a wolf to watch my back, front, and side, and to comfort and calm me.